I expected this. This feeling of emptiness overwhelming me again. In the past hour i finally took in the seriousness of knowing i'm going to die young. I realized i will never have a wife, or children. Things happen in weird ways. When i'm at my highest i get knocked down. And in that reason alone i do not believe in God. If He existed why is he making me suffer at every turn? Why did He give me this shit set of cards? Why does He fucking tease me? He puts what i need most at my fingertips, lets me take in the scent, and rips it away from me. My prison will forever be an unloaded gun...
Today's song of the day is Papa Roach - Forever
In the brightest hour of my darkest day
I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you. can't get through to you
It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are Haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors
He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her...
Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever
Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl... little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroine-in this moment I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I'm never forgiven..this broken heart of mine
One last kiss before I go
Dry your tears, it is time to let you go
One last kiss
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