Perspective

All my problems have been put in perspective. Pete never told any of us his court date. He's now in jail...with a bail of $2000. That's roughly all of my savings since the beginning of the year. It's time for yet another decision. I already know the original plan for the money i was gonna save this year is not going to happen. My new plan was to go west...Arizona maybe. I just now see what has been happening to me...my mind has been clouded by those 2 people. The choice was put in front of me, something familiar, or continue to chase. I've made my decision. I choose neither. I'd rather be alone than to deal with Sarah's bullshit, and id rather die than be betrayed by Mo again. So here i am. Alone. With nothing but my friends. The ones that truly care about me. I'm just pissed off that i wasted so much time on her. I really should've learned from Anna and saw it coming, come to think of it...i did see it coming from the beginning. It was damned from the beginning for one singular reason...a reason i will never say. Such is my life. I learned one lesson from all of this...i will NEVER write a song for a girl again.

Today's song of the day is The Veil