2 seperate people called me crazy yesterday. I used to think that i was always a little tweaked out...but crazy? Nah. ALOT of my friends have told me lately that i've changed, that i'm being more aggitated and 'emo'. They're right, i see it myself. I can pinpoint exactly when things spiraled out of control...September. A friend of mine told me i should give it up on these 'crazy bitches' and find myself a normal girl to settle down with...she's right. Granted im attracted to that 'craziness' i do need to find someone that truly grounds me. Not someone that makes me forget by seduction or telling me lies that i want to hear. And therein lies the problem...my biggest problem is attracting the 'normal' girls. I have no trouble at all getting play from the depressed, mentally unstable, call them what you will. I guess i have a new challenge ahead of me. And for those 2 people who decided that i'm crazy...fuck you...i was in love...but the symptoms were the same.
Today's song of the day is Opeth - Hope Leaves
In the corner beside my window
There hangs a lonely photograph
There is no reason
I'd never notice
A memory that could hold me back
There is a wound that's always bleeding
There is a road I'm always walking
And I know you'll never return to this place
Gone through days without talking
There is a comfort in silence
So used to losing all ambition
Struggling to maintain what's left
Once undone, there is only smoke
Burning in my eyes to blind
To cover up what really happened
Force the darkness unto me
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