Traveling in Stygian

Everyone has a crutch. Some people do drugs, some eat, some sit in their basements and play video games for hours. There's about as many escapes for people as there are people. One of the most painful ones to see are the "attention whores", the women who will do anything to be noticed. I've said it many times to many different people..."sluts are awesome, until you care about one." Then there's the ones who refuse to accept the fact that they're whores. They're typically the ones who believe they won't be accepted or liked or loved unless they spread their legs. I feel bad for those people. Sure i haven't been a saint as far as my sex life has gone but for the most part i had genuine feelings for the person i was with at the time. Pinning feelings to sex stops you from doing something stupid. Maybe i feel this way cause a good friend of mine has aids. I feel terrible for her but she did it to herself. I'm still really mad at her for letting that happen to her, and in turn i don't talk to her or see her. I guess im selfish in that respect...i don't want to watch her die. But then i see people i care about going down that same road. It only takes one person to start a chain reaction that will wipe out an entire group of people. And hey guess what? That's only one STD! There's a ton more even more fun ones out there! I guess what i'm trying to say is i'm done hopping into bed with anyone right away. It may be hard sometimes but i always have my crutches.