So another weekend at the funnest place in the world. Right now i'm about to get ready to go in for my last night of the weekend at work, and i feel like a rabbit with a carrot on a string. All weekend so far i've been working near Jen. We spend most of the night just talking and flirting. And on friday i finally met her husband, a gumpy guy with no personality and a weird haircut. I guess i see now why she seems interested in me. I seem to be the person girls like to 'escape' to. That really makes me feel shitty, like im not good enough as a standalone guy, i have to be compared to something awful to be seen as a fun person. I should've learned my lesson with my last endeavor with a girl that was taken. But on the bright side Jen gave me her cell number. I really don't know what to do. I do like her, shes really cute and she seems nice, but i was roped like this before. I apparently must have some deep-seeded desire for managers or something. Weird since i'm Mr. Anti-Authority. But the thing that bothers me the most is i look at Jen and i see a sweet girl, a beautiful girl, someone i can talk to, someone i think i could trust one day, i see Sarah. I cannot get her out of my head. I think that's why i like Jen so much...she reminds me of her. I just can't let go.
On a completely unrelated note i have written the riff entitled 'The Snappy Snacky Riff'
Today's song of the day is Ozzy Osbourne - I Just Want You
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