December has been very bad to me this year. I can't sleep, i'm not eating right, i can't smile, i can't laugh. I keep looking to the holidays to make me feel better and i already see i'm gonna feel even worse. This is gonna be the first year where i have no one to kiss when the ball drops. I'm praying things will be better after the holidays. It needs to end. I can't hurt the people i love anymore because of how down i am. To anyone reading this thats been hurt by me this past 3 weeks i truly am sorry...this isn't the real me. But i suppose anyone who knows me well enough should know that. I love you all and the real me will be back soon...i hope.
Todays song of the day is Metallica - Loverman
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